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Yusuf al-Kaysani / Joe Jones ([personal profile] stillthrillsme) wrote2020-11-28 10:39 pm
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[personal profile] babyguard 2020-11-29 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Of all the things Nile expected with immortality, becoming an unintentional voyeur wasn't one of them. She has is the thing. She didn't mean to the first time, or the third, or even the twelfth, but the group is free with affection, comfortable with each other, sharing space the way you do when you know you'll be together--well. They count in centuries, not decades, and Nile's still trying to figure it out. And so she's run across them: Joe and Nicky pressed against the wall as they kissed into each other's mouths after a mission, Nicky slipping out of Andy's room, Joe and Nicky on the couch, Nicky gasping, head thrown back as Joe thrust--

--anyway. Yeah, she's walked in on them. And she would be lying if she didn't admit that she's noticed how damn attractive the people she now calls family are. They're gorgeous, all of them, and Joe and Nicky especially are--even more attractive when they're in the middle of sex. She'll admit it to herself even if she's not quite ready to admit it out loud.

Add in the time Joe actually offered for her to join them and she just can't quite get it out of her head.

Which, of course, all comes to a head in this moment: looking at Nicky, very nearly nude and spread out on their bed with Joe's head between his thighs. Nicky's cock is hard and Nile's eyes are drawn to it before she looks away, cheeks going dark. Fuck. She should go. She should turn around and walk out the door. She should make her apologies like she always does and slip out the door and they can all meet back up at dinner again and pretend this never happened.

Instead, her eyes keep flicking back up to watch them, the splay of their bodies together: Joe's dark curls against a pale expanse, Nicky's red lips half open as he huffs, trying to grab settle his breathing--

"I was just. Ah--" She hesitates, even though she should be leaving. "Andy wanted me to check in about--

--something."

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[personal profile] babyguard 2020-12-02 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
She dares anyone to be presented with the scene in front of her and not lose their train of thought. Seriously. It's the fact that she's not leaving that distracts her--usually she's out the door and away before she can actually take in the full sight of them--but right now? Right now she can't stop looking.

"What?" Nile startles, before she shakes her head and drags her eyes up and makes sure she's making eye-contact with Nicky. If she just makes eye-contact, maybe she can look a little less like a blushing virgin. She's not, for the record, and in the past few decades she's definitely taken Andy's lead with the finding-a-friend-for-the-night---

--but it's not quite the same, is it? "Right. She wanted to know if you had plans for dinner later or--" She trails off again at the soft gasp, the way Nicky's skin shows a brief flash of red before it quickly fades. Her tongue flicks out, wetting her lower lip and she swallows, hard.

Joe's eyes are as dark as she's sure hers must be, and she tries (with some success) to ignore the sharp twist of desire that's settled in the base of her stomach, clenching hard as she tries to remind herself that number of reasons why staying in this room is a bad idea.

Problem is, if Joe offers again, Nile's not entirely sure she'll say no a second time.
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I am so, so sorry for the delay :(

[personal profile] babyguard 2020-12-11 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
They've answered. That should be enough. She got her answer and she should slip out of the room and get back to Andy. But she doesn't move. Her eyes trace along the slope of Joe's shoulders, across Nicky's skin, lingering on the grin that's teasing at the older man's lips. She realizes, rather suddenly, that she doesn't want to leave. She wants to see where this will lead, wants to chase the heat that's coiled tight in her stomach at the sight of them--

She swallows and shakes her head, eyes flicking between the soft brown of Joe's gaze and the tender blue of Nicky's.

They won't judge her. Of anyone in the world, she can trust them. It's making herself vulnerable, sure (and she's never been great at that, she'll be the first to admit), but they've seen her at her best and at her worst already. What's--what's a little bit more?

It's her curiosity, that's the thing. That's what she tells herself. If she can just sate her curiosity seeing the two of them together, maybe that'll be the end of it, and she can stop picturing what they must look like when she closes her eyes. She wets her lips again and swallows, eyes fluttering closed as she draws a breath to steel herself.

"Tesoro," Nicky's voice is soft, and she's not sure who he's speaking to, but the soft 'beloved' is enough to give her the courage she needs. The words slip out before she can stop them:

"What if I stayed? You offered. Before. And maybe you were joking, but maybe you weren't," Her eyes blink open again, and she finds Joe's gaze before she has to look away. She's definitely blushing now, she can feel the heat in her cheeks. "But if you weren't joking, would you--" she gestures, hoping this doesn't sound as weird to them as it does to her, that she doesn't sound like an overeager child asking to sit at the grown-ups table, "--mind? If I stayed, I mean. You can say no. I can just go--"
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[personal profile] babyguard 2020-12-16 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
She's glad for the interruption, and doubly so when it's in the affirmative. There's a breath she's been holding that she lets out, just for the relief of it--she's not making a fool of herself here, she's not dragging them into something and she's not inserting herself somewhere she doesn't belong. They all work so hard to make sure she feels like she's a part of the family, but it's hard not to feel impossibly young when she's just going on forty and they've been alive for nearly a millennia.

Their grins ease some of the tension in her shoulders and she nods as they both affirm they want her here and--would enjoy her potential participation.

Which, then, of course, brings up the question Joe's asking and she knows she's blushing again as she considers the options. Part of her? Part of her longs to join them, but for this first time--her courage isn't quite enough, and her nerves fail her. It seems safer to settle into the chair and watch. For now, that will sate her curiosity and the itch that always seems to be there, just under her skin these days.

"I--" She pauses once, swallows to remove the tension from her voice, the want tangled with the anticipation coupled with the nerves, and then continues: "I'll watch, if that's okay. Seeing where this is going sounds--nice."

It's a lame finish, but it's what she's got to offer, and she sinks down into the chair before her better judgment can make her change her mind.